God Talk

by booboomestaz

Scripture says that “blessed is he who fears the Lord” (Proverbs 28:14). Scripture also says that “Do not suppose that I have come to bring peace to the earth. I did not come to bring peace, but a sword.” (Matthew 10:34)

Well I know there’s a God. I believe that Jesus died for my sins. I believe that He is in full control of my life even though I try to take the steering wheel sometimes. I am fearful that my sin is keeping me from being closer to God. I am even more fearful that the most vulnarable part of me (love) is something that God is going to take from me out of me not putting him first?

I don’t know how to put Him first. I try. I believe that everything in my heart I have to give to Him I do. I know that I am a sinner and that theres is nothing I can ever do (worldly) that will ever make it right.

I just want to know that God loves me and that I’m doing what I’m supposed to do. I know that the love I look for here on this earth I will only feel in my Gods arms. Its not anything another man/woman/dog could give me. But I will admit the intense feelings of love I feel lately really make me realize that God’s love for me is great.

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