Lets Be Reminded, Daily. Please.
by booboomestaz
Life broke my heart. I’m not talking the heart wrenching feeling of loosing someone you love. I’m talking about a down and out feelings of being misplaced. I’m really not sure when it happened or how, but as far back as my mind can take me I remember having this feeling. My Psychiatrists tell me it’s just a chemical imbalance. First I’m manic depressant then I’m bi-polar and now I have an anxiety disorder. Well I’ll tell you what, my belief in God is bigger than any imbalance in my brain and definitely bigger than my disease. I don’t work a perfect program and I’m still learning everyday. I have been kind of hard on myself recently that I’ve had to take a “break” in life so that I can learn how to do it again. Not many people are afforded the opportunity to push the restart button. I am so grateful that God has blessed me with this opportunity.
I am in such awe of where I stand today. I’m not even standing. I feel like I’m being carried. I am still the same narcissistic, combative, diva I’m known to be, but my heart has begun to mend and I am experiencing levels of love and respect that I never imagined I would. I don’t ever want this to go away and I want God to reveal more to me. Lets see what happens.
Which one thousand is this?
